Several ways to die trying...

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Fri, 01 May 2009 21:52:41 GMT

I can't watch you die. I don't know how to do this.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Tue, 18 Jul 2006 16:36:10 GMT

From here on out this journal is...

...Comment to be added

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sat, 24 Jun 2006 01:22:32 GMT

Catch ya later CHS!
Prom was awesome.
Dancing rocked. My dress was far too large. I was in love with my nails, not so much my hair.
Good company. Hung out with Brian, Ashley, and Kevin most of the night. Cool little group there.
After prom was awesomer. I tried getting drunk for the first time, but apparently I'm not a light weight and just got a tad bit happy.

Graduation Sunday. Hell yea.

goodies for you all because I suck at updating pictures.

fin.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sat, 04 Mar 2006 22:50:42 GMT

The Postdam Pointercounts are singing at Suny New Paltz on March, 11th.

How cute. :-D

that is basically for Ashley and Emily by the way.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sat, 11 Feb 2006 17:08:18 GMT

Check out the icon.

:-D
that's all. thank you.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sun, 05 Feb 2006 16:53:26 GMT

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sat, 04 Feb 2006 19:54:48 GMT

I just woke up. I was out until 4 in the morning. I went to a Lifehouse concert in New Jersey. Woot! It was fun. Me, kim, emily, angela and chris. It was in atlantic city. A rather cool place, but boring in the winter. And scary at night. A large group of girls and one male walking around the streets that late in atlantic city... not safe...

The concert was amazing. Jason Wade is beautiful. They are even better live. We were close to the stage. I almost caught a towel they threw out into the audience but some girl in front of me got it. I almost punched her for it, she was smaller then me.

And here are very few pictures, to my dismay. The bitches wouldn't let me take in my camera. So no pictures of the band :( although I could of got some amazing ones. i could of taken my camera in anyway, but w/e. That's besides the point.

new jersey can be pretty sometimes.

if you look close in the back you can see the creepy scooby doo abandoned amusement park. oh yea...

boardwalk.

casnio.

the gang. the girl taking the picture sucked. bitch.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Thu, 05 Jan 2006 17:51:38 GMT

It's my birthday!!!

i'm legal!
and getting a tattoo in 4 hours!!! eek!

♥ heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sun, 01 Jan 2006 08:40:27 GMT

I spent New Years Eve at Brian Lynch's house.

These cool kids were there too.

We played a lot of DDR

Why does he rock my hat and glasses better then I do?

That is brian's sister... Her name is Heather Shannon. I swear.. How weird is that?

I stole Brian's cowboy boots.

In turn, he stole my hoooker boots...:blink:

And the guys began having waaaay too much fun with them

Why does brian constantly look like he's posing for a magazine?

Goodbye 2005...
--11th grade
--Junior Prom
--A year a target ;-/
--Grease
--last regents exam ever!!!
--Music in the park Florida trip
--California Brian
--Driving!
--Getting a car
--first 'actual' boyfriend
--first kiss
...Hello 2006
--12th grade
--Sound of music
--Tattoo!
--Prom
--College
--gaining self confidence
--moving out
--another year at target :-P

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Fri, 23 Dec 2005 18:48:54 GMT

I recentely had a realization

I adore all my friends

Thank you for making this year amazing.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Mon, 19 Dec 2005 21:18:06 GMT

Why don't guidence counslers know wtf they are doing?!

she didn't send my freaking grades in. I got a letter from stony brook saying that. So now I have to send that. Why can't she fucking do her job?!

I'm so sick of having to rely on people in the world.

I'm disappointing myself again.
I can't deal with people being mad at me.
I just want this week to be over.

I can't show my face in school tomorrow. Not like this.

fuck.

Concert later. I'm sleeping until then. heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Tue, 29 Nov 2005 18:15:32 GMT

I got my aim back! I'm very happy. I got a new version of it and I can't really figure it out... hmm...

Senior variety show is friday, I can't wait. Me and shannon get to sing at rehersal today. yayness.

Have I mentioned that I adore my new computer?? :)

Women's choir today, meh. I really thought we weren't gonna have it.

I am so mad, I went target after school to buy shoes. We have these awsome high heel pointy shoes. They are uncomfortable, but awesome. But I figured I'd run to payless to maybe get those boots I liked. The boots kind of look dumb on me cuase I have abnormal legs... So I didn't buy the shoes :( I'll pick em up at work later though.

Tomorrow is my first day off from work in awhile, and I have to be at school allllll day. kill me.

anyway, I am gonna go try to figure out this aim thing... grar.

heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Thu, 24 Nov 2005 23:15:32 GMT

I am on such a Rent kick right now.
And I can offically not wait for senior variety show.

:-)

that's all.
heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Wed, 23 Nov 2005 19:05:11 GMT

"Progress has never been a bargain. You have to pay for it. Sometimes I think there is a man behind a counter who says, "All right, you can have a telephone; but you'll have to give up privacy, the charm of distance. Madam, you may vote; but at a price; you lose the right to tetreat behind a powder-puff or a petticoat. Mister, you may conquer the air, but the birds will lose their wonder, and the clouds will smell of gasoline..."
--Inherit The Wind--

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Tue, 22 Nov 2005 17:49:07 GMT

Tomorrow night at around 7:40 I shall be sitting in the movie theater watching Rent!

I'm extremely excited.

I'm listening to my Anything Goes cd on repeat. Trying to learn a song for auditions.

Back to school soon. I'm pathetic and Brian said to come back 9th period, and I have a silly middle school crush on him so I agreed. *sigh*

Women's Choir for 2 and a half hours today.... ack. why do we suck? We stupidly agreed to a rehersal from 2-4:30. I don't think we really comprehended what that meant when we agreed to it. I rather shot myself in the face...

Food, then back to school.

heather out!

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sun, 20 Nov 2005 21:18:28 GMT

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Fri, 11 Nov 2005 01:54:38 GMT

I'm watching charlie and the chocolate factory, and I am very content.

oh and acting british is oodles of fun. tee hee.

Anyway... Drama was miserable today. I can't wait for this show. hahaa.

I ate waaaaay too much today. gah. 3 pounds? Next week I don't eat. lol. *sigh*

Brian was sick today. it made me sad. :(

I'm in the most hyper mood, which is why I can't stay on one subject. Sorry.

Ate waaaaay too much. gah.

Alright, I have to go, I'm not making sense anymore.

heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Wed, 09 Nov 2005 17:08:15 GMT

Drama should be interesting today. No shannon, and no knoedl. Great.
I was supposed to lose 3 pounds by the play. It just ate a piece of pizza. super awsome. Trying again tomorrow I suppose.
I'm freezing. I def. need to buy more comfy sweatshirts. I don't have even close to enough... I want those to be my whole waredrobe. :)
I have nothing interestng to say today. No school friday, which is freaking awsome. but im gonna be at school. so i guess not much fun. then saturday im going to new paltz. I'm not that excited actually. I'm just kind of like, "whatever" about it. it'll be fun i guess. honestly, i want that day to sleep. eh, i'll have sunday to sleep. I can't sleep till sunday geez...
ms. mann is my favorite teacher of all time, btw. lol i just love her, she's completely ridiculous.
My hair shall be purple next sunday! I'm totally excited. :)
alright. back to school in an hour. good times.

heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Tue, 08 Nov 2005 17:06:24 GMT

Whenever you are sad, eat a chocolate covered cherry.
I'm not even sad, and I just had two! ^_^ good bye 25 pounds lost over the summer. lol.

He's so adorable. He spends a majority of his time trying to open my eyes to the wide world of better music, b/c according to him my taste in music sucks. He sits around with his mp3 player and makes me listen to stuff. lol. I was standing with him in chorus today and ang walks over and says, " aww, look the two cutest people ever" ...he is adorable. I really do like him. I shouldn't complain about a damned thing. *shrug*

the play is next week. ugh. all I have to do is get through tonight and then I am free until after the play is over. I am offically not caring about anything but the play next week. lol. sounds like a plan I think.

Alright, beth is coming over so I can paint her nails. Plus I knw there is something I was supposed to be doing... can't remember. damn it. oh well.

heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sun, 06 Nov 2005 23:25:48 GMT

Follow Through
Gavin Degraw

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mena?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet
So, since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
You to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I'm holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart
So, since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
You to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
The words you say to me are unlike anything
That's ever been said
And what you do to me is unlike anything
That's ever been
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart
So, since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
(For) you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you'll have to follow through
With every word you say
An I, all I really want is you (For) you to stick around
I'll see everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You're gonna have to follow
Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?

:)

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Sun, 06 Nov 2005 22:31:05 GMT

Aww, my Brian! :-)
I'm talking to Cali Brian so my day is offically made. I miss him so much.
The play is next week. ack! That came quick. It's...alright. Could be better, could be worse. But it always come together in the end.

holy crap. My sister got me a car bag! whhhhaaaat?
It's too cool.

So guess what I did last night. Hung out in a mercedes benz for 2 hours. whoo. yay for brian's dad lol. It was too cool. It took us 2 hours to figure out how to work everything in the car. we are amused way too easily...

ok, i'm being distraced by way too many people.

heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Wed, 02 Nov 2005 17:55:07 GMT

hey kids.

Today was alright. I'm glad I stayed home yesterday though. It's wed, which is good. I like wed. That means no work, and I get to stay at school till 9. Which sounds crazy, but I rather be hanging out with all of them rather then going home. Let's see how brian makes me feel today, I might change that opinion. heh. It all seems kind of ok today though...

Anyway. I think I'm a stringed bracelet whore. I make at least 3 a week lol. I have about 4 on me right now. Oh well,they are awsome. I'm making a rainbow one for becky :)

The new switchfoot cd is my favorite thing ever. I love ♥

Okay, really nothing interesting to say today. So...

heather out!

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Mon, 31 Oct 2005 01:30:53 GMT

I seriously think parents are less mature then us.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Mon, 31 Oct 2005 00:43:37 GMT

I.Am.Happy

:)

News flash: I just was looking at pictures of myself from six flags yesterday and I don't think I look terrible. Yes I know, that sounds cocky, but thats a big thing for me. I don't hate myself anymore, that it feels pretty good.

I like my boyfriend. He's super awsome. :-)

Um, tomorrow is halloween? Any other questions as to why I'm super excited? 80's reject, here I come! :)

time to finish ap bio qa, but im in such a good mood, I don't mind.

heather out.

thumbtack08@gmail.com — Tue, 25 Oct 2005 16:12:06 GMT

It's cute how we acted more like we were dating when we weren't, don't you think?

He's one of those afraid of comitment type of guys, he doesn't like the idea of being with just 'one set girl'. He's told me that. Maybe I thought I would change that if we started dating, maybe he thought the same thing... Obviously not. Hes just always miserable around me. Although he is miserable in general lately, but shouldn't I make him a bit happier? Around other people he is just like, 'get away from me' Okay, I'm not big on PDA at all. Holding hands freak me out, and I have told himt hat 100 times. Maybe thats why. But idk...everyone knows we are dating... And not even that, you don't even come over to talk to me. That's always me. always always me... I had to force a hug out of you today. I'm dating you?? Idk, around people he doesn't want anythign to do with me, like hes ashamed he is dating me. When its just us though, well then its like he wants to date me. Are you embarassed of me? yea, k thanks.
Whatever, it's been a week. It took him 2 months to ask me out, perhaps it will have to take 2 months for this to get comfortable. I would really dislike that...

soo.... no women's choir again today. Super awsome. There is no good reason. It is apparently b/c hough is sick and going home early, so he told me and shannon that we can't have it without an advisor. we could easily get around that. I honestly think he's just given up, which is highly upsetting. He offically likes men's choir better, and I'm rather mad at all the people who came in and made women's choir suck this year...

I am drawing a picture for the cover of the program right now. steve was going too but go lazy, so now im stuck with the job. So yea, that's what im doing instead of working on ap bio qa. oh, what a wonderous student I am.

ok, I have to type up my activity sheet. Knoedl actually asked me to type it up for him b/c he wants to, adn I quote 'write you a really good recomendation letter' hmm wow, thanks. yay knoedl. I like him a lot. No one gives him enough credit, seriously. He is helping me with my audition for new paltz also.

alright, heather out.